gosh it has been so long since i last update ma blog.school have been REALLY busy after co curriculum had started last week i've got alot of activities going on and homeworks?PLENTY OF EM'S .shit this stupid school.LOL .anyways i'm gonna stop here and I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW.=] oh and i'm gonna change ma skin this is just for temporary usage.
i tried to make things clear but it wasn't how you want it to be, making me clueless and confuse I ask myself if I am use to it yet Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud Is there a good method to make the lonliness be good?
Even if we held hands, I still wouldn't have the stregth to express my feelings An ex's greeting is more awkward then a stranger's
Yesterday was far Tomorrow is still long The memories are vague but huge How to stop the late night tears from falling?
like i've said during my last post.if i'm not going to school i'll blog.i didn't wanted to go to school i told my dad yes i'm going then he says"no need to go d la tomorrow"i was like huh?oh well as long as i can sleep then everything is okay.i'm a pig i know i love to sleep what to do .*nyek nyek*
what can i talk bout ?hmm..nothing much to say la life has been really boring lately.oh right i'm IN LOVE WITH GOSSIP GIRL.its so nice.seriously its just like our lifes is just that theirs are more on the society and high maintained chick and the guys in gossip girl are way HOTTER THAN THOSE GUYS WE NORMAL PEEPS WILL KNOW.x] (obviously they must be hot right?if their not how can they be in the drama?)i highly recommend everyone to read or watch it .i'm not a person whom loves reading but i've got addicted to it too.
12January2008 woke up around 12 pm due to no electricity.wth ?i was half dead when i know there's no electricity and i was alone at home that time.dad went out to get food and mom's still working .so i decided to lazed around then later on pat came over to my house and buat bodoh.Lmao.then dad decides to drop me off in queens because i was screaming "BORING BORINGG I WANT ELECTRICITY".LOOL.my dad rocks. so we hang around in queens had lunch in dome then met up with carmen, ame, cez, andria and eric if i'm not mistaken.x].after that we went to look for my new year clothes since i haven even bought one.i was so fucking pissed when i realize THERE'S NOTHING TO BUY IN ANYWHERE.there's no new clothes and stuff i was so mad and i complained to my dad and pat that i wanted to go to kl to get my new year clothes.pathetic i know.=x
then on the following day my dad took me and mom over to queens to get new year clothes.anyhow i've been able to get 2 shorts from esprit , 1 jeans from topshop and a shirt from topshop .gonna go again this week to get more clothes i think hoping that there will be things for me to buy .gosh .oh right as i was saying from my last post i'm going for a holiday during the cny.and now confirmed that i'll be going to taiwan for shopping in thee 101 building thingy?yeah and since my dad owes me a trip to aussie so i'll be going there during my summer or something ?i'm not sure. thats all for now and one last thing tomorrow is a saturday and we have school tomorrow for the cny replacement thing.gosh.still not sure whether to go or not to go.if i'm not blogging means i went if i'm means i'm HOMEE.
okay as i was being asked to update my blog by "MY EX CLASS PARTNER MISS NAB" lol.so yeah here i am updating this blog
school have been really hectic?yeah it is .stressful and not only that we have extra co curriculum activities and and tuitions?OMFG.i'm gonna scream the heck out of myself.but apparently i didn't which is a good thing though.teehee.CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMINGGG.YAYYY.when i think of chinese new year my brain will go *woot*
ang paus = moneyy moneyy $$$ money=shopping shopping= freedom!yay.
seriously i don't know what i'm craping bout i'm just glad that chinese new year is coming and finally i can take a break from all this.oh did i mention i'm going for a vacation for my chinese new year?yes i'm going aussie or somewhere else.?should be i'm not sure but most probablyy.
oh one more thing i haven got any new clothes for chinese new year and i only have 2 weeks to do that.i'm in deep shit seriously.AH GOD PLS SAVE MEE.
oh right here's some random photos from last year i found.
beginning of 2007
sports day on 2007
the last month of 2007
everyone changed quite alot from 2006 and 2007 i wonder how would we look like the end of this year.i'm really looking forward to it .
Things To Do 1.must stop going out like how it used to until the end of pmr. 2.mustnot sleep in class anymore & pay attention
3.stop spending money and start saving it.=] 4.stop eating and start exercising! 5.must get good results for PMR. 6. try not to daydream and blur much anymore instead be more serious.
Wishes 1. wishin' that things this year won't be so fucked up like the beginning of last year. 2.may it be a peaceful & happy year. 3.hoping that everything won't changed and they will still be the same as whom i've known.
ps/;i'm missing every minute and second that we had spend together.please let pmr get over as soon as possible so we can party like how we used to. -chery imissyou.
today was the first day of school and the night before i slept at 3 am.and i woke up at 6.15am. can't really sleep yesterday night i don't know why i just don't have the excited mood to go school because this year is GONNA BE THE WORST YEAR.PMR.you know my gosh .
this means no going out ,
no doing fun stuff with friends.
no more how it used to be . how am i gonna live?
till now i'm still finding a reason to make myself get used to what its gonna come , and yes i;m not a person who likes challenging stuff i prefer things to go my way and come to me. i know know thats like crazy but hey I'm just not used to what is happening now you know its like every time i think of pmr i will start to cry its pathetic but its stress okay.when you're gonna go through it then you will understand how i'm feeling now.yes i agree with my brotha he says cry for what no use want just think of it as a test.he's got a point lah but haih i don't know la sad wei..8months you know without going out and have fun with them?i really don't know what will happen this 8months .you know stuff can happen you will never know .i don't know what i'm crapping bout also but seriously anything can happen within this long time .so if you're going through the same thing .THE THING YOU MUST DO IS MEDITATE.haha.LOL.
Vincent throw a paarty due to we helped him to paint his house last week.LOL.and part of it was for the celebrating new year eve together but sadly he can't make it on 31st so we made it earlier. i'll cut the crap as usual and let the picture's do the talking.
we went there around 2pm something like that and we lazed around his bed for the whole entire day .we've got bored and we came out with this idea ! LET PLAY WATERR.
the one's whom was wet that day.
i had a blast that day , but sadly most of the time there was to be a lamp post.*pfft.* that was the last time we're gonna see each other in the year of '07.didnt' get much rest that night was disturbed and so we ended up playing pokers while those with their bf/gf were sleeping or something?LMAO i don't know sheesh. and guess what happen ,when we were playing pokers jo suddenly mention something like this .
jo;darren;me yayy i won again i tell you ah if we play money i sure win banyak d lah. swt everyday think of money nia la you go diee. *suddenly everyone went quiet.* cheryy.... *sarcastic look to jo* what. there is a beautiful lie behind something something and its a trick , and there's a beautiful stone. *all looked at her* all said*beautiful stone??? a beautiful stone in Chery's brain *a moment of silent *LAUGH OUT LOUD LARR.* whaaatt theee? LOL you stim d wei what beautiful stone you siao d is it? or high d? she stim d la i tell you drink sparkling juice already like that haih can't imagine d laa.
29thDecember '07
lol , then we went queens and i was the lamp post again.seriously it sucks to be that.what to do right.went home at7 pm and then sleep .
31stDecember '07 woke up around 11 when i recieve a call from dad.get ready and stuff then straight to gurney with a long lost contact friend amanda ,she's nice seriously.very nice.i love her still.=] we didn't take any picture's together and thats sad alright but there will be a next time. i went off from gurney around 4pm like that , then straight off to the salon to get my hair black again.when i was in the salon i recieve a sms from jo according to the sms was referring to this.
jo;me;pat
eh you tonight not going to countdown meh? no ah gonna go home and watch tv nia la why? haiyo so sien eh , i come and find you la tonight oh sure sure sure come la then we celebrate together .
*recieve a msg by pat* whassup ,you still in gurney? nope sudah cabut d where are you? on the way to gurney.=] i see.anyways wanna come my house tonight jo's coming over and we're gonna celebrate it since we aren't going out. sure.
later on around 10pm pat came over and jo's still nowhere to be seen yet.so while waiting for her we just crap and fool around.after waiting for a long time she finally arrived .thankgodness. she bought us food.ALOT OF FOOD.haha we finished it up though and i was heck of the full that night. oh and and we vained around la i didn't vain much that night was on a bad hair day i think. when the clock strike to 12 am WE ALL SCREAM AND SHOUTED HAPPY NEW YEAR.and the worst thing was WE ARE 15 ALREADYY.we cried out loud and i don't know why i just don't want to grow old yet.
another year has gone and past, memories are sealed in my heart; forever it will be, it will never change. till my last breath; everything that we've gone through, i will always love and cherish everything i've. -chery.
