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friends or enemies ?
Friday, September 28, 2007 10:05 PM
have you ever felt alone though you're with a bunch of peoples and its like no ones there its just you yourself.well the truth is I've , it sucks i promised myself to never fell that way anymore because it just hurts too much.i realize this year wasn't a good year for me and all of em's.A lot of stuff have happened .20% good and 80% bad.x]i don't regret know all of them and we've all gone through the thick and thin together though we don't know each other for a long time.But later on, something happen between us.they broke up, then everything changed, after all its not all of his fault .he doesn't want that but because of his lack of good attitude thats why.blaming and believing what other says had hurt me deeply because i've never expected those words would come out from him mouth.not only that some other things had happen too which is worst.hah.maybe this is life we have to go through the thick and the think again and again. from the very beginning it was a game , till today it still is.
after all this had happen, i've finally realize what i've done and it was bad.i've became someone I'm not and thats just not me , that girl was rebellious and bitchy.i hated her but i've no choice .From the very beginning i shouldn't have chosen her to be me but now when i realize everything had change.i want it back like how it was but it just won't happen the way i want it to be.if whoever of 'em read this post i just want you to know that i don't hope you will forgive me over what i've done i just want you to know i've change.more that you've expected, no matter what you've said bout me or whatever so, i don't mind anymore because i have a better life to live then wasting my time convincing you that i wasn't the one who had done that .it has ended , and its time to move on you can't just stuck there for the rest of your life right?if you had too, then you're just hurting yourself,once you've decided to let go don't turn back and wanting it to be like how it was anymore because it won't be the same,people change within months and years and when you think you know that person you DON'T understand a single shit bout em's. i believe whoever who is read this will understand what i mean.
signing off for now.x
Chery.
我想留下這樣你永遠的，但有一件事我希望你們知道，我不愛你了。
(i want to stay this way with you forever but i don't love you anymore.)
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