have you ever felt alone though you're with a bunch of peoples and its like no ones there its just you yourself.well the truth is I've , it sucks i promised myself to never fell that way anymore because it just hurts too much.i realize this year wasn't a good year for me and all of em's.A lot of stuff have happened .20% good and 80% bad.x]i don't regret know all of them and we've all gone through the thick and thin together though we don't know each other for a long time.But later on, something happen between us.they broke up, then everything changed, after all its not all of his fault .he doesn't want that but because of his lack of good attitude thats why.blaming and believing what other says had hurt me deeply because i've never expected those words would come out from him mouth.not only that some other things had happen too which is worst.hah.maybe this is life we have to go through the thick and the think again and again. from the very beginning it was a game , till today it still is.
after all this had happen, i've finally realize what i've done and it was bad.i've became someone I'm not and thats just not me , that girl was rebellious and bitchy.i hated her but i've no choice .From the very beginning i shouldn't have chosen her to be me but now when i realize everything had change.i want it back like how it was but it just won't happen the way i want it to be.if whoever of 'em read this post i just want you to know that i don't hope you will forgive me over what i've done i just want you to know i've change.more that you've expected, no matter what you've said bout me or whatever so, i don't mind anymore because i have a better life to live then wasting my time convincing you that i wasn't the one who had done that .it has ended , and its time to move on you can't just stuck there for the rest of your life right?if you had too, then you're just hurting yourself,once you've decided to let go don't turn back and wanting it to be like how it was anymore because it won't be the same,people change within months and years and when you think you know that person you DON'T understand a single shit bout em's. i believe whoever who is read this will understand what i mean.
signing off for now.x
Chery.
我想留下這樣你永遠的，但有一件事我希望你們知道，我不愛你了。 (i want to stay this way with you forever but i don't love you anymore.)
Well, surprisingly they broke up on Monday night?1.16 am .hah. LOL.sigh love is sad.when she choose to be with him, she should know that someday she will get hurt.lately, i'm addicted to some dramas , one of em's is called zhong ji yi jia. there's nothing much lately felt sick thats all, hmm..i wonder, how good if there were someone worrying bout you all the time and love you more than you love yourself.bahh chery chery chery dream on.i'm just crapping lol.
so here's the synopsis of the story.enjoy
Synopsis
Beside our own space and time, there are twelve other dimensions exist side by side with Mojie, a dimension where evil resides. And this story began in the Gold dimension where Da Dong and his gang lived and fought the dark forces from Mojie. After the gang lost all their powers in the last battle, Xiu travelled to other dimensions to find Da Dong's alternate self. His search led him to a boy named Xia Tian in the Iron dimension. The boy's incredible power is sealed away by a Fenglongtie on his neck. If he could harness the boy's power, the boy can save all the worlds from falling into the hands of Mojie.
It's the last night on earth Before the great divide My hands are shaking time was Never on our side
There's no such thing As a beautiful goodbye As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times
It's never enough No matter how many times I try to tell you this is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I I'm gonna love you until the day I die And if tomorrow falls asleep Can you hold me first I'm gonna love you like It's the last night on earth Like it's the last night on earth
A penny for your thoughts A picture so it'll last That cycle down the roads of immortality Your fingers on my skin Only you can hear my fear Only you can help me heal I see forever with you here
It's never enough No matter how many miles stand between us This is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I I'm gonna love you until the day I die And if tomorrow falls asleep Can you hold me first I'm gonna love you like It's the last night on earth Like it's the last night on earth
It's never enough, no It's never enough It's never enough
The afterglow And the bright sunlight The shadows fall Will you still be mine? Will you still be mine? Will you still be mine? I ask
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I I'm gonna love you until the day I die (And if tomorrow falls asleep) 'Til the day I die Can you hold me first I'm gonna love you like It's the last night on earth Like it's the last night on earth It's the last night on earth It's never enough
yesterday, gurney as usual.woke up early thanks to farhan called me and asked me whether i'm going anywhere .then i thought of going to gurney all of the sudden so i went.as usual went with pat met up with nikki,sheau hau, and xue min? yeps and some other peoples.LOL.watched hairspray it was okay.not bad actually kinda funny and THEY USE SO EFFIN MUCH HAIRSPRAY LIKE ITS FOC.tsktsktsk. haha.vained a little and thats all i guess.afterall i didn't met HIM.oh god. hmm...thats all for now i think?x]
today, woke up early and watched tv then eat then sleep.BORING DAY.later on my dad didn't tell me that he is planing to go to queens so i just wore shorts and a tee.gosh.woot and and i love the shirt from MNG but dad's says he is gonna buy for me the next time.ish.sad.
Many people believe love is a sensation that magically generates when Mr. or Ms. Right appears. No wonder so many people are single. ?Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe.
"whenever i think of you my tears flows , i wonder why i love you , i wonder why loving somebody is so hard? i wonder could this last forever , me and you holding hands side by side forever and ever. baby you are my forever love."
Lately, life hasn't been the way i want it to be , every thing's a mess and i did something that is HURTFULwhich i didn't know it would hurts so much and i regret doing it.it was silly but its kinda bad though.i was just curious bout it and i thought it was just something that anyone could see and it might have something interesting to see?=[ Well it turns out that its NOT it made her lost trust in me and it just sucks so badly.urgh why is life just full of crap.sometimes i just wish that i didn't exist in this PATHETIC WORLD.here's something everyone should take note.; don't be curious bout your friends stuff do not simply touch their stuff.(well it really depends on who it is?) and be thankful that you have friends supporting you always. i just want to tell her that I'm really sorry and i regret doing that to her i know she trusted me , but now i 'm just speechless.=[
Sorry for the lack of updates!my connection has gone nuts!urgh.x] well, okay continue with what i've done last week, it was Jo's bday bash in sri pangkor then carry on to giant then gurney.it was heck of fun we had.first we had dinner at around 5?there were 5 of us and guess what we called 11 dishes and we finished !WOW.then we ran under the rain ,it was my brilliant idea.teehee.x]LOL. afterall it was fun but kinda bored then i nearly BURNT" DOWN THE HOUSEbecause i wanted to bake.thats all for now and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAB MY BELOVED PARTNER.x]
I dunno why name this post perfect lies but i just like the name though it doesn't makes any sense.x] this is my first post and i dunno what the heck am i suppose to write about aiks.i will start will last sat then.as usual went to gurney with pat to get jo'sb'day present. its some kinda bag from extreme.LMAO.met up with a few peeps there carrie, mae , chan, avienne and many more.oh and it was avienne'sbday that day if i didn't mistaken.HAPPY BELATED B'DAYAVIENNE. overall it was a fun day did alot of crazy stuff with pat sadly steph couldn't make it that day she was having some kinda photo taking session?teehee.=) here's some pic of it.
